Hello Again.

I.... dont really know how i found this again.
Thats a lie. A creepy pasta slender verse ARG has a blog spot blog and i guess my google account was attached to this one since when i scrolled into the comments i was able to follow my own icon here.
Im still hate the general creepy pasta fanbase. im not even a huge fan of the one im following now it kinda sucks acting wise.
Im not sure why i dont cringe when looking back through this and i suppose its cause no one can see it. I think ill keep it that way.
Im 19 years old now. been through high school, got a job, quit that job, got another job, dealt with a slew of mental health issues, graduated highschool, started therapy, quit my job, got sent to the hospital but didnt have to stay, quit therapy and medication like an idiot, got a new job, and now im here.
i guess like post prior i should mention what ever thing that im hyperfixated on right now.
theres

• Furry shit involving my characters and my friends 
• Slender verse ARGs 

thats the only ones i can think of that i know ill hate in a year or two. Ive gotten into bone collecting and i work at hatcher garden woodland preserve. I dont wanna say that ill post here again. cause ill probably forget about this blog as soon as im done rummaging through this ARG. Figure i should mention its Tribe Twelve so that 24 year old me can cringe at that. I think this would be a nice place to write things. like an online journal thats not publicly broadcasted unless i want it to be. Maybe i can start a different blog.... Ill see. 

       me and Haley before getting into our cosplays for omegal.

i meant to post this 4-5 days ago...

hi there. i haven't  blogged in a long time and i will most likely be a long time until i blog again. so sorry for that. but i realize that i have a lot of new likes now.  for instance, i am now a pretty big fan of this web comic called homestuck. it is really cool. my favorite character so far is Gamzee. HoNk HoNk :o)
i am a brony. i know, i know... hate all you want. i don't care. and neater do the other bronies. i have 2 my little pony figurine collectables (Derpy, and Flutter shy), 3 miniature my little pony collectables, a my little pony build a bear (Rainbow dash), and a my little pony (Luna is best princess) shirt. i have also watched every episode of  my little pony. i like adventure time and have an adventure time shirt. but it serves as more of a pajama shirt or a "weekend at my house doing nothing at all" shirt any more. i have 3 my little pony pins and one adventure time pin. i have 3 adventure time rubber bracelet and 1 my little pony bracelet. i used to loooooove adventure time, and don't get me wrong, i still think it is a really cool show, but i am not crazy for it any more.
i love homestuck as i mentioned before. there is this jacket that i plain to get that says "let me tell you about homestuck". it is green and i really want it. i am gonna get it but i have to do some work around my house first. there is a shirt that i would like to buy as well and it is less money. (but i want the jacket more)
speaking of my house i live with just my mom now. my dad and Andrew moved out near the end of the school year last year. it was sad and it still is (as my parents are still split apart and i think they are planing on getting a divorce) and i do miss getting to see my dad, i think that we are all taking this a little bit better than i expected us to.
but on to happier topics...  i will probibly be blogging a little bit more now that i can get into my blog and all. i don't know how often however. i am now a high school student so i have some more homework than in the past. it was my 3rd day of high school today and i already had a vocabulary test and homework and i have to read over notes for since.
i need to go now (i have homework to finish) so bye now.
HoNk HoNk :o) 

talking to strangers

today  was the first time that i had ever gone on a video chat web sight and showed my face. well, i didn't really show my face. i was with my friend Haley. we where both dressed as home stuck characters. i was dresses as Dave Strider and she was dressed as Terezi. it was really fun talking to people we didn't know because we had the settings to where we would only talk to home stuck fans. we talked to these two girls for a while and the one girl calmed to be my (Dave Strider) and Karkats child. we talked to them for a long time and they where really fun to talk to. then we lost connection and we had to stop talking to them. we talked to a few other people and then we ran into this guy who said that he was going to kill me (Dave Strider) and Haley (Terezi). he also said that he killed my (Dave Strider) bro and Kanaya. i whisperer loudly to Haley (Terezi) that we needed to kill him. he said "you know David, i heard that. and i will kill you first". me (Dave Strider) and Haley (Terezi) started laughing. he told us not to be laughing because we where doomed (or something like that). than he said it was nice talking to us and he disconnected. we saw a lot more characters and then we saw some one dressed as jade. we started talking and then she said that she had to ask me (Dave Stride) something. she put on sunglasses and ask me if she was cool now. i said idk. and she said that she could not be cool like i (Dave Strider) was. i said that coolness was on the inside and she said that she would never be cool like me (Dave Strider) and that she needed me to stay cool for her. i said shore thing and we started laughing. than we started laughing and dancing and being wired. we talked about how mean Haley (Terezi) was but we where just kidding. it was really fun to talk to all of them. i hope to be able to talk to more people on omegal soon.

my birthday is tomorow

omg! its tomorrow! the day that i become a teenager. tomorrow is my 13th birthday. i have been waiting for this day for about 5-7 years. i have been planing my 13th birthday ever since i was 6. i am paining to go to Outback to eat dinner with my family. i am going to post what i get for my birthday tomorrow.  see you guys then. :)

hunger games pictures :-)

more soon!!!  Enjoy these!!!   :-)

lonely

sometimes i fell lonely in this world. there it is. the word "lonely". lonely- sad because one has no friends or company. I have been lonely lately. i have had some trouble with some friends at school. one person has been mad at me for a while. she has now gotten one of my friends to turn away form being my friend. that girl has gotten another girl, Skylar, who is in all of my classes, to be "mad" at me. the one who took Skylar from me is now trying to get me to have no friends. i don't have friends in most of my classes that i can sit with and talk to because of the strict seating chart in all of my classes. i fell lonely most of the time. it is hard for me to have friends and even harder for me to find them because of my ad/hd and other symptoms. i love it when i find a friend. but it is kind of hard when i find out the friend was never a real friend. it is VERY hard for me. it causes me to fell lonely. i still have a few good friends, though, i hardly git to see them. i do, however, have one TRUE friend that will never leave me. he is ALL of my classes. he never will betray me. he does not want me to fell lonely. and i have realized, as long as he is my best friend, i will NEVER fell lonely. that him is God. i can always be happy as long as i have god. he will never give me evil looks, or sling hurtful comments at me. whenever i fell lonely i just tell my self, no matter how many friends betray and turn away from being my friend, he will always be my friend. he is my light of joy in the darkness of sorrow. i just cling to my hope that i will make it to the light and have faith that god will lead me to him safely. he is my joy when i am lonely.